Well, I'm moved in to the interim house - 2 months until our good house is available. I've moved. the old house is but a dream. already it is gone from my mind. i have no connection to it.
But maybe i have just cut off my feelings to survive. i am terrified and i am alone. i felt really scared in this new place, although i am already beginning to get used to it. i can feel the vibrations of the place. it's nice, although the upstairs neighbors are noisy. something i'll have to get used to - not being able to, or trying, to control my external environment.
